December 02, 2005

realisation

excerpts from conversations over lunch:

Me: so do you really wanna have kids? as in really? but we're supposed to hate kids!

V: yes, i wanna have a kid. i've learnt so much in life that i want and have to pass on what i've learnt.

Me: kena sai. you've betrayed the sisterhoodlums.

and she went on and on about how my body clock is spoilt and not ticking, how at this age, i shouldn't be insisting on not having kids.
er, reality check, i'm not even married (or anywhere near there) lor.

all these slack from someone whose love life is hanging precariously over the edge of the grand canyon. someone who's betrayed her boyfriend's trust by seeing another guy (totally unexcusable). someone whose boyfriend is taking time out to think things through and has not contacted her for more than two weeks already.
hmph.
now then she realises that she loves him and wanna have his kid(s).
*rolls eyes*
it's true, y'know, when they say you'll only realise you love someone when you lose them.
i donnow V, i've already told you a gazillion times to never, ever betray the trust of someone you love.
i told you so.

luv, tash 9:08 PM